HLast week i worked my butt off, by Wednesday I was so tired I felt like I didn't have those few days off for the holiday but nevertheless I am grateful for my job.
Sunday I did not cook and it felt so good. He didn't care to call and neither did I. I slept in and ate out. I ironed for the week and watched tv in sweet peace.
The week before I was interrogated as expected but this time he went a little too far. From searching my room to asking 21 question about issues like he was an old grandpar. Questions that shouldn't even be an issue. Truth is I am an will never be this heartless person he wants me to be. I am so much better than he will ever have the decency to see.
He didn't get answers I really wanted him to hear and this year I'm trying not to swear. What I really wanted to say is good bye my dear. You can't see me as your wife and it's about that time I start living yea its my year.
A new week starts and I still feel the same cant wait to get to that point where my emotional status change. Oh yea he watches those too. You know when you guilty you think it's always about you. Lol. It funny how guys think until it relates to them they just can't see.
Today I was told im a miserable happy in a funny way but with all these emotions what can I say.
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